October 30, 2019 § 1 Comment
First of all let me apologize, once again, for using the terribly insensitive and hurtful phrase: Colder than a witch’s tit in a brass bra.
Although I said it to a group of friends at a private dinner party, Alexa reported it and it quickly went viral, and sparked not only Twitter outrage, Instagram Outrage, Snapchat Outrage, WhatsAppWooHooWitchyWoman Outrage, but also MySpace came back from the dead to be a platform for yet more outrage.
I have apologized over and over, but the triggered witches are clapping back. Gradually I have learned that in this day and age it is crucial not only to be sorry, but to not be forgiven.
I’ve lost many comedy gigs over this, which is curious because I am not a comedian.
The witches – which, by the way, is a hurtful term that rises from years of oppression and misunderstanding while being stereotypical of gender roles (Persons of Broom, they would like to be called) have stood strong and made their voices heard and sent me many colorful death threats – among them, shoving me in an oven if they ever catch me following the cake crumbs to their house. They also found a photo of me with a crow on my shoulder in 1993, which is clearly appropriating their culture.
Yahoo’s article: “OMG Kathy Hepinstall Triggered the Persons of Broom and Um, They Aren’t Having It,” really made me stop and think. As did the massive brass bra burning, which was more of a melting.
I don’t want to add fuel to the fire – and by that I am not making light of the fact that Persons of Broom used to be burned at the stake — but once again, I want to say I’m sorry, just to give the Persons of Broom one more chance to tell me my apology means less to them than an out-of-season toadstool.
I would also like to add that the whole black cat trope is insensitive and comes from my entitled perspective as a person who does not have to cast spells to get ahead in this world, and that Persons of Broom also own other feline varieties, including Tabby, Burmese, and Scottish Fold.
The rain forests are burning, the birds are dropping from the sky, our safety net is as strong as a web knit by a deranged, pesticide-addled spider, and 1.8 billion people don’t have access to sanitation.
But all this pales in comparison to my comment. And I don’t mean to imply that witches are pale, or have warts or beady eyes.
And although the worst sex I ever had was with a witch, I want it known that there are millions of witches out there who are not only sexually competent but masters of the sensual arts.
So please, accept my new, woke phrase: Colder than the cold hearts of those who say insensitive things at private dinner parties and should be shot.
And please stop throwing pointy shoes at me.
August 2, 2018 § 17 Comments
In the beginning, Facebook was magic.
A campfire around which we could gather
to tell stories and find old friends.
Then, one night, someone with a different opinion disappeared.
Apparently the dingoes got them.
More people vanished. And those left around the campfire became more like me.
Somewhere in the forest, fat dingoes howled under the moon.
I spoke less. The stories were less colorful, more careful, less true. Sometimes they weren’t stories at all. Sometimes they were just my way of shaping myself in the dark.
I think I’ve had enough.
I’m going to join the dingoes.
I don’t want to be a connection. I want to be a littermate.
I want to be in a pack.
I want to sleep in a pile of bodies for warmth.
I want to hear the howl of my own true voice.
I crave the taste of being wrong.
So good-bye, friends.
Wish me luck.
And tell everyone the dingoes got me.
March 1, 2018 § 4 Comments
He was quiet
And kept to himself
Yes, he was unwanted
He had missing things inside him
No one loved him
Although he deserved all the love in the world
After the spree
He was famous
His face all over television
And although he did not have a name
The press named him
When he turned his head to the side
For the mug shot
He looked like he was about to catch a Frisbee
Ironic, because he’d never been thrown one.
It’s strange, people said
Shelter dogs don’t usually lash out
They make no headlines
They appear in no opt-eds about how we could have stopped this
They just quietly go on being dogs
Who need a Frisbee
Who need a human voice.
Usually they keep to themselves.
June 26, 2017 § 28 Comments
Your dog died,
And I’m sorry,
because you loved your dog
He had a horrible high barking yelp
And one time he nipped my ankle so hard he drew blood
And left a cluster of tiny scars, like a Braille tattoo
Of the name of my worst enemy.
So I gave you a heart online
Because it’s easy to do
It’s not conflicted
It doesn’t explore the cognitive dissonance
Of me loving you and feeling your pain
And yet hating that asshole of a nippy dog
Who is dead.
Hearts are great
And so are smiley faces
Except when they start replacing things that are hard
And I’m afraid one day I’ll get sick
Or my mom will die
Or a friend
And I won’t get a single card
I’ll just get a thousand hearts
That go dark when I turn off my phone.
And so, as usual, this is about me
And it’s for me that I go to your house
And knock on your door
And tell your red eyes I’m sorry
About the loss of your douche of a mutt
Who is probably right now nipping the other little dogs
Off the rainbow bridge.
And you say, I know you hated Creedence Clearwater Revival
Which is the name of your stupid dog
And I agree, and we have a fight, and drink a beer
And that’s friendship
Sometimes it’s hard.
Hard as a set of tiny fangs
Going into the flesh of an ankle.
But I’ll keep trying to do what’s hard
Even when the temptation is to do what is easy
Because Love is hard
And buttons are easy.
And I’d rather be liked than get liked.
I’d rather have your heart
Than have you press a button
And give me one.
February 14, 2017 § 20 Comments
I’m going to find me a little girl, one with at least two bandaids on her shins and a book in her hand
And her hair uncombed in the back
One who has already adopted a spider and the lonely neighbor who still gets the paper
And I’m going to sponsor that little girl
In her eventual run for president.
I’m gonna find that girl in a place where the waves meet the beach
And I’m going to say: Reject that device that will let you see a pretend ocean
And a pretend beach
Build your own sand castle, little girl.
And when the waves take it.
Build it again.
I’m going to sneak into her class and whisper things to her things like:
Hey, sometimes the best people feel the worst
It’s the way things are
but keep on feeling.
Until the teacher says, Can you please leave? You are disturbing the caged parrot.
And I’ll leave but from the corner of my eye
I’ll see the little girl open the window
And free the parrot and the teacher.
And when the little girl runs for playground Senate
And she is pelted with water balloons by her detractors,
I’m going to tell her,
Sometimes to make a difference, you have to get your hair wet
And then I’m going to get a sack of water balloons
And hunt down every one of those kids
And spend time in prison
Because no one pelts my little girl with water balloons.
And when it comes time for the little girl to like a boy
Not that one
Not that one
Maybe that one.
And if she says:
Actually, I prefer girls
Not that one
Not that one
Maybe that one.
And when that little girl turns 35
And still has bandaids on her shin
And a book in her hand
I’ll say now it’s time to run
And if she says
Actually I’d just like to raise children
Or own a goat farm
Or paint on walls
Well, the truth is,
Being yourself is a form of running
December 15, 2016 § 21 Comments
Patient: Everyone hates me. They tell me they wish I was never born. They tell me they wish I would die in a fire. Explode into tiny little motes of existential failure. They say my mother was a jackal.
Psychiatrist: I wish I could tell you that was just paranoia. But everyone does hate you. I hate you too. I too wish you would die in a fire. I too think your mother was a jackal.
Patient: You seem unprofessional.
Psychiatrist: What can I tell you, 2016? You just basically sucked in every way. I mean, go find one person who says 2016 was his year.
Patient: I just saw someone the other day screaming 2016 was his year.
Psychiatrist: Was he running in traffic?
Patient: Yes, come to think of it, he was.
Psychiatrist: Then that was sarcasm.
Patient: But I can’t help being born 2016 anymore than a snake can help being born a snake, or a paid-off congressman can help being born a paid-off congressman, or a sack of heroin cut with deadly rat poison can help being born a sack of heroin cut with deadly rat poison.
Psychiatrist: The sack of heroin cut with deadly rat poison at least came with the beautiful dream of heroin. You are just the rat poison.
Patient: I’m not feeling any better. In fact I’m feeling worse.
Psychiatrist: Let me prescribe you an overdose of antidepressants.
Patient: I’ll see myself out.
Psychiatrist: You killed Prince.
(on the way out, 2016 sees the next patient, 2017)
2016: You look so sleek and new, 2017. Like Justin Bieber when he was playing for street money and doing YouTube videos. What are you doing here? Everyone loves you.
2017: I’m scared. There is so much riding on me. I’m the shiny gold coin at the bottom of the dumpster fire of you. And gold is probably a good idea, since you wrecked the economy. Any advice for me?
2016: Stay off the internet.
July 1, 2016 § 6 Comments
And that’s kind of a bummer, since I liked that day a lot. But the good news is, they are leasing it back to us so that we can enjoy Saturday too. Thank you rich people!
8AM-11AM You enjoy sleeping in, don’t you? This block of time is yours for a mere $250/month, except on the months where there are five Saturdays, which will be $285.
11AM – 3 PM: This is great time for going to the beach, having family barbecues, or merely shaking a pale, angry fist at the sky while your cat, who was a filthy rich pharaoh in a previous life, silently mocks you. For a cat, every day is Saturday. $410/month.
3 PM – Midnight. This is really the best value. At a mere $555 you can get the nine hour package. And with a Diminishing Middle Class Groupon, you can get $75 off your first Saturday, try it out and see if you like it.
I know a lot of you are complaining right now that Saturday used to be a basic human right. But hey, so did water, fellow pawns! What can you do? At least sunlight is free.
UPDATE: SUNLIGHT IS NO LONGER FREE. Please allow an 8 hour window for the technician to come and install your sunlight. Which is next to impossible in the dark. Take it up with your local sunlight monopoly.